“If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don’t want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it, too. I want them to be able to do whatever they want around me.”—Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via dissapolnted)
I hope that this depression session is just a phase that will pass. I just want to be happy again. I want to be myself instead of being full of anxiety, panic, anger, sadness and whatever crazy emotions I’ve been feeling lately. I know it’s getting out of hand when my friends are worried for me and I’m in an ambulance. This stress will be relieved. Gonna start eating healthy, exercising/yoga and quit smoking in hope that I’ll feel better.