“If he’s not calling you, it’s because you are not on his mind. If he creates expectations for you, and then doesn’t follow through on little things, he will do same for big things. Be aware of this and realize that he’s okay with disappointing you. Don’t be with someone who doesn’t do what they say they’re going to do. If he’s choosing not to make a simple effort that would put you at ease and bring harmony to a recurring fight, then he doesn’t respect your feelings and needs. “Busy” is another word for “asshole.” “Asshole” is another word for the guy you’re dating. You deserve a fcking phone call.”—Greg Behrendt (via feellng)
“If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don’t want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it, too. I want them to be able to do whatever they want around me.”—Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via dissapolnted)
I hope that this depression session is just a phase that will pass. I just want to be happy again. I want to be myself instead of being full of anxiety, panic, anger, sadness and whatever crazy emotions I’ve been feeling lately. I know it’s getting out of hand when my friends are worried for me and I’m in an ambulance. This stress will be relieved. Gonna start eating healthy, exercising/yoga and quit smoking in hope that I’ll feel better.